Post by Racheal Cane on Sept 15, 2007 11:16:57 GMT -5
the.playah!
_alias Kyle [Miranda]
_age 13
_experience 2 or 3 years, or something like that
_route I'm just making another character so I've been here
_others
[/size]_alias Kyle [Miranda]
_age 13
_experience 2 or 3 years, or something like that
_route I'm just making another character so I've been here
_others
the.puppet!
full name_ Rachael Rose Cane
nickname/s_ Rach; Ray
sex_ Female
canon or original? Canon
age&birthdate_ October 28th, 1991
history_
Rachel was born in a depressed family, no she doesn't have a whole family that tells all their friends that this House their mom shot them self, then their half cousin hung their self here. It's not that Depressed of family, but they do have their suicidal moments. When Rachel was born she had a drunk dad, and a mom that did all the drugs in the books, but after being a mother she learned that all that wasn't worth it, and she gave it all up. They lived in a small trailer house. A family of 8, though one of Rachel's younger sister died at birth. It was an OK family, without their secrets getting out.
When Rachel was about 10 years old the worst day of her life happened. Rachel and her twin sister Karly were playing on the computers. They were both super nerds back then. Always on the Computer day in and out. Her mom gave Rachel's sister a note and said to give it to their dad at 8:00. then their mom went out. Rachel, and her twin sister never thought much about it, and actually forgot all about the letter. But after a bit they ended up giving the note to their dad who asked where their mom went too. Their dad then found out that the note was a suicidal note. the whole family stayed up crying all night, but then they found their mother outside. Though Rachel and her twin sister felt very horrible for what hey did. Though Rachel as a little kid still had low self esteem. At this age Rachel had no friends at all. So she blamed a lot of the fact that their mother could have died that night all on herself. She often didn't even trust herself. That was the start of he low-self esteem.
Rachel never had many friends. When she was younger her friends were guys. And nobody liked a girl her had guys as friends, and had the ugliest look ever. With a monster hair doo. Many people talked behind her back calling her a guy, and everything else. Though having guys as her first best friends were bad for Rachel. He acted a lot like a guy, and seemed to act very different then most girls. She liked wearing guys clothes, and she usually hated the dumb goo-goo talk of the boyfriends and girlfriends. He usually liked being more of the guy in the relationship, but how could she ever find a shy boy that would end up liking her? It would never work out right.
Rachel still goes to the same school, and still had people looking for his mistakes to find something to laugh about. Rachel had a great voice though. In chorus she got all the solos, but she never believed people when they told her she sounded great. Though she still stuck to the Music geek Cliques seeming like that was the only thing keeping her from hurting herself. Having something she's good at,and have congrats. It always boosted her self-esteem up high.
grade_ Sophomore
clique_ Unlabeled
records_ As & Bs
likes&;dislikes_
Likes;;
[+] Consequences
[+] When People Worry About Her
[+] When People notice She's Not Alright
[+] Being Alone
[+] Feeling Abnormal
[+] Chocolate
[+] Rain
[+] Winter[/ul]
beliefs_ She isn't a very religious person, she doesn't like abortions one bit, She doesn't label people, and she doesn't stereotype either.
habits&quirks_ Rachael bites her nails when she's nervous, or crosses her arms, or plays with her hair. Her hands have to be doing something. Also, Rachael sometimes can hurt herself when she gets real depressed, so every once in a while he may see a few scars on her arms, but not enough for her wanting a label of emo.
gen.personality_ She's the girl you probably don't know. You may have heard her name along rumors, or gossip. People really don't understand her. she doesn't talk much, and when he does you're always saying 'SPEAK UP'. Then she seems as if she's getting quieter, or she just leaves you. It's like she is some freak, well in your mind. Though She is not actually that weird. Just super shy. To the fact she can't even say hi to her best friend when she's talking on the phone. Then her best friend ends up hating her. It's just so much trouble for a girl like her.
Rachel is nice once you get to know her. She'll laugh at all your jokes, and she'll talk to you most the time. Unless your conversation starts getting Awkward, and she gets uncomfortable. Though she'll never insult somebody. she is usually way too scared of losing a friend, and friends are too valuable to lose. Mostly when you have as low self-esteem as Rachel. Though she usually doesn't seem like she hates herself though. She always has a smile on. And you look at her life and you think it's perfect. But the fact that she feels very very lonely is why. The fact she knows people are talking about. Like she's some freak. Those people have no idea what they are doing to her. Killing her.
Depression. Rachel had it bad, but never thought of it as a disease, just a thought in her mind. Like it'll stop someday. And she'll be happy. Though, Rachel is sort of Moody. One day you might see her attacking people with hugs being so happy .The next you'll see her in a hoodie, not talking to anyone. covering her whole face. With a sob in her voice. Rachel is very sensitive. Watching TV whenever someone cries in those shows she cries too. She understands people. Though a little too well. Though people usually never see her crying. She had cried so much that she can talk fine during crying. So people don't even know that she had cried. She wants attention. It's why she cries. But then she ends up shutting everyone out, but not for attention. It is because she's scared. Scared of worrying everyone else. she doesn't want anyone to think of her. she feels like a waste of time. And she doesn't want to be known.
Rachel can be super awesome to hang out with at the same time. She has great jokes, and always agrees with you, she can even let you use her. As long as it makes you happy, she'll be happy. Though she is a great friend when she's happy, and she's willing to boost other peoples self-esteem. Saying that they are beautiful and everything. Though she is always very scared of her friends. She is always scared that they might go into depression. She never wanted to see them like that. So she'll try everything to make them happy. Even if it means hurting herself. She knows that she'll blame herself in the end if they hurt themselves. And she'll have no one else that will help her from hurting herself. And soon she'll end up ending her life.
play.by_ Emma Watson
height&weight_ 5.3 & 118
distinguishing.features_
gen.description_ Too others Rachel may say she looks beautiful. Though her looks change frequently. too her moody personality. when she's happy she can wear the most gorgeous clothes ever. When she feels flirty she can wear the sluttiest things. When she's depressed you can see her in all black, and large sacks under her eyes. Her hair all messy, no matter how many times she tried fixing it. Then giving up, because everything ended up feeling hopeless. Rachel can sometimes dress like a guy though. And she's not afraid what people say when she acts like a guy. She does talk like one though. and sometimes can flirt like pone. using cheesy little pick-up lines. Though, Rachel can also be the Most feminine girl there is yet. She loves shopping. She can love being held by guys. Walking around town in the hottest damn thing their is yet. It's just the way she is.
Rachel has gorgeous Red Chestnut Hair. No blond in it, nor Grey hairs. She usually curls it at the ends to end to it's beautifulness. Though, when she doesn't take care of it it's sort of all over the place, and makes her looks like a huge monster ready to attack you. Though, thats where everyone gets their gossip from. The fact that every once in a while, Rachel just doesn't take care of herself. Though sometimes it can really hurt her, and sometimes she could care less what everyone else says about her looks.
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